Life

I have so much I could talk about. I could talk about Brian’s leaving, what God is showing me, our even counting my blessings. However, none of that matters because I’m terrified for my friends life. I can’t pray anything but “Jesus save him” between the weeping. Tears are all I have to offer right now. I have text a number of my friends who I know will pray no matter who or what the situation. I am holding onto that right now. Faithful prayer warriors who will help battle the lies of the enemy.

Jesus, I have no words. I feel like I have prayed them all. If you brought me in his life for right now, to pray, cry, plead for his life then I will. Jesus save him. Show yourself to him. Save him. Do not let the enemy win in his life. You love him. You died for him. Forgive “christians” who have tainted his view of You and restore the image of yourself to him. Forgive the way the church has treated him. Forgive the leaders in the church who have condemned him and made him believe that we have to be perfect 100% of the time or we aren’t your child. Forgive fellow believers who have gossiped, lied, slandered, and take delight in his struggling. This is not You. This is not the way you desire the church to treat one another. Forgive me if I have tainted his view of You, the holy and true God. Forgive me if I have not been the church, a sister in Christ, to him. Jesus, you can redeem this. You can take away the desire to gratify the flesh. You can take away the lure of this world.